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Got an email from publisher this morning there doing a copy of the book a sort of pre print one, i review it make any changes etc then it gos into print for real, oh my god iam so nervous but exited at the same time. The forest fires are now under control, we got one hell of a dump of rain here a few nights ago so that helped big time. I have mixed emotions about my decision to give up panty pooping, but i think it will be for the best, i need to put on more weight my doctor says iam losing too much weight i weigh 122 lbs now a month ago i was 125 lbs, the doctor knows about my anorexia shes now treating me for it. so i need to ask this, and please dont panic or feel your commited to this ok, but who would be interested in buying a copy of my book? i guess what i mean is who will go to the store and actually buy a copy? like i say dont feel commited to this, iam just curious and i certainly would not hold it against you, at this point i dont know what the book will cost it seems its going to be in paperback version but hard copys can be done. anyway thats all from me for now. keep smiling